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Tuesday, 22 April 2014

For forest of the image

Leviticus 26:1

Reward for obedience

26 ‘“Do not make idols or set up an image or a sacred stone for yourselves, and do not place a carved stone in your land to bow down before it. I am the Lord your God.

We are lost, we are displaced. Once more god’s people have been displaced from their chosen land. This is the land of the image, the land of man, the land of here today gone tomorrow. We were unfaithful to the lord, so his hand crashed down upon us, scattering his chosen people. He has scattered his chosen people so we feel as distant from him as we were from his perfect law.

The land we now reside in is not blessed nor is it peaceful. We get no rest nor do we succour. It is a land of shifting sands. There is no God, just end endless parade of egos, the people only worship themselves. They have no sacred space just a market place, they have no holy places just the cardboard place of the latest fad. At least the lands of the pagans held false Gods close to their hearts but these people have no room in their hearts for anything but themselves, for the work of their own hands.

How can we find God in this godless land?

How can we see your glory and hear your saving word Lord?

The devout man spak thusly. Turn you people of faith, turn to the scripture; and he read in a clear and unashamed voice from Psalm 104

24 How many are your works, Lord!
    In wisdom you made them all;
    the earth is full of your creatures.
29 When you hide your face,
    they are terrified;
when you take away their breath,
    they die and return to the dust.
30 When you send your Spirit,
    they are created,
    and you renew the face of the ground.
31 May the glory of the Lord endure for ever;
    may the Lord rejoice in his works –
32 he who looks at the earth, and it trembles,
    who touches the mountains, and they smoke.
33 I will sing to the Lord all my life;
    I will sing praise to my God as long as I live.
34 May my meditation be pleasing to him,
    as I rejoice in the Lord.

The devout man speaks to the faithful and the faithless.

Turn your eyes away from the forest of images; stop trying to outdo the works of God, stop trying to be Gods. Did not God bring down the great tower of babel? Did not God cause the light to be and the sea and the land to form? No work of your hand can out do God; no work of your hand can emulate the one true God. For God is not here on day gone the next, he is not faithless nor does he seek to be popular, there is nothing shifting in him, there is nothing which is unfaithful in him.

Look at the sun brothers and sisters; can we create anything compared to its glory? Look at the globe; can we make a machine as perfect as she is? Is there any work of man so perfect as these works of God? We cannot even comprehend this great work? How then we comprehend the God who made them? No sisters and brothers turn from your understandable tat, forsake that which is simple and entertains only for a short time and turn to the one Lord who mystery and glory will keep all your days full of wonder and glory. 

Above all my foolish people do not try to conquer God and imprison him in your false ideas and cheap arts. You can no more conquer the sun then you can conquer the one who formed all things. Once you forsake the image, once you forsake the lust for your own brilliance, then God who knows all, created all and in whom all is kept will embrace you. He will show you a life of meaning a life build not on shifting stand but the very rock of the earth.  Embrace the lord and you dimly see his true glory. 

Sunday, 20 April 2014

mediation on Noil me tangere

Opening statement: before I being this unfortunate task I feel forced to express my disquiet with it. I was brought up in a primitive Methodist tradition a tradition that stood foursquare against the idolisation of the works of man and man’s insane lust for the image. To demand that anyone act against their own conscience merely to become a lay preacher seems at best odd and at worse evil.

The postcard I have chosen is Roy De Maistre’s: “Noil me tangere”

Find you self-tired and thirsty. Your lost in the middle of New York, strangers rush past you, beggars beach you, there is danger and fear on every turning and it is stifling hot.

You’ve been abandon here, alone among million, a lost ant in the biggest ant hill; All that human indignity, all that man built grandeur gently mocking you, gently entombing you, suffocating you in its heartless embrace.

Above all, above the hellish din, there is the unremitting heat. Man’s great buildings offer no respite from it; man’s great wonders cannot aid you now. You’d give your arm now for just a drop of water, just a drop of human kindness.

Your tiredness over takes your weak body, right there in the flood of inhuman humanity you collapse on your knees.

You open your tired eyes and before you is Christ.

The heat Has left you, your exhaustion has left you

Show Roy De Maistre’s: “Noil me tangere”

He dwarfs the skyscrapers and towers of the city, all around you is silence.

 He is covered in the purest white cloths but his frail body is visible, his crucifixion scares still shine with God glory.

He is so vast and so powerful, yet so weak and so pitted by his experience

You rest your tried body against his leg

All creation is dwarfed by him, yet you feel like a child in his presence

In this timeless moment what does Christ whisper to you?

Look into his eyes – what is it he whispering to you?

Silence:

Prayer:
Oh great high priest – ordained sacrificial lamb, hold your son and daughter closely
Oh scared and injured Christ hold your daughters and sons closely
Come to us, people of sin and scarlet
Come to us, lost though we are
Show us your mercy
Show us your majesty
For we kneel in your weakness, in your awesome presences
We know our failings our many
We know that we held the nails that crucified you
But do not leave us, do not forsake us.

The Lord speak
My child, all this I have endure for you
These wounds where for your salvation
This mortal frame was so we could meat
This blood is for you
All for the love of you
I shall never leave you
I shall never forsake you.

*Said responsively*
Oh mighty God, source of all salvation
Oh might Christ the grand high healer of the world
We devote ourselves to you
We will walk gladly with thee
We thank thee for they kindness

We bless thee for they mercies

Sunday, 13 April 2014

Funeral liturgy

A funeral service for a crematorium, or a cemetery, leading to committal
Introductory notes: This service is penned for a post Christian world and is intended for families who ever mainly culturally Christian or not wholly Christians.

Gathering:

We are gathered together to morn and weep, we are gathered together to rejoice and celebrate. For this is a day for both, it is a day to be in communion with those we love, with our farther who loves us and his son who died so that we will never die.

We are here for [Name of the deceased] to remember them, to mark their leaving and to celebrate that God will rise them to life immortal and the same God will heal our brokenness.
Amen

Silence

Blessed are those who morn, for they will be comforted. Jesus wept as we weep for Lazarus, he wept for the pain of his loved one and he rose Lazarus to life as he will raise us.
For god is our comfort, he has promised “He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death” or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.’

In this time of pain and hurt let us come together likes chicks to our heavenly mother, let us follow our shepherd though the valley of pain and suffering follow to the promised land where we are freed from death sting.
Amen

Hymn:

Prayer of Pain and faithfulness
Based on Job 30

Have I not wept for those in trouble?
Has not my soul grieved for the poor?
Yet when I hoped for good, evil came;
when I looked for light, then came darkness.
The churning inside me never stops;
days of suffering confront me.

In his great power God becomes like clothing to me
He has not forsaken me – though I mourn
He has not forgotten me – though my pain is great
He weeps with me
He weeps for me

My God calls me to his side
For his healing
For my comfort
So his mercy life me up

My loved one has gone one before me
God has walked with them thought the valley of death
Though the desert of sin
And now resides in the city of Gold
God walks with him, even up to dying himself on the cross to raise us all

God be with me while I walk in pain
God be with me in my brokenness
God be with me
Amen

The Ministry of the word:

Eulogy

Talk to the faithful

Talk to the doubtful

It is odd for a Christian text to command preacher talk to those who don’t believe in the resurrection but they morn just as we who believe do and they deserve comfort just as we do.

Response

Based on Psalm 34

We give thanks that the Lord is close to the broken-hearted
 and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
The righteous person may have many troubles,
 but the Lord delivers him from them all;
The Lord will rescue his servants;
 No one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.
We give thanks that when we seek the Lord, and he answers us;
That God will delivered us from all my fears.
I am blessed for when this poor person called the Lord heard him;
God stays with us and comfort us through all our troubles.
We our blessed when we find our refuge in his mercy.

We know you walked with N in all their joys and sorrows
Just as you walk with us still
We know that you have taken N to be with you
You’ve taken N beyond the trials and sufferings of this world
You did all this though death and resurrection of your own son
You did all this because you love us
A love never perishes.

We thank you for the joy they brought us
For the happy memories we have of them
We thank you for the love they brought in to our lives.
We praise you our faithful father God
We give thanks Lord for the life of N
It was your abundant love that gives us life
It is your love that will give us life immortal
Amen

Silence

Response prayer for those who morn

Almighty God
Father of all mercies and giver of all comfort,
Deal graciously with those who morn,
That they may cast every care on you
And know the consolation of your love;
Through Jesus Christ. Amen

 Commendation:

We commit into your keeping, O merciful God, the soul of our beloved N.
Receive them into your perfect kingdom, and take us into your arms of mercy.
Take the soul of N into the joy of everlasting peace and let them reside with you.
Take their soul and keep them safe until we see them again on the day of resurrection.
Take from us Lord all our anger or bitterness.
Take from us lord all our hate and vileness.
We beseech thee to do all of this in your power
For your glory and through the blood of your son Jesus Christ
Amen

Intro to the Lord’s Prayer:

Death always leaves much unresolved, pain left unexpressed, anger and earthly disputes lie around like snares but what good is any of this? We are dust and to dust we will all return. Let us remember that forgiveness and rebirth is at the heat of the gospel, that love is our fathers command and that Christ lived the perfect life of forgives to forgive all sin and all people. 

Lord’s prayer

Hymn

Committal

Since the earthly life of N has come to an end, we commit their body to the elements.
Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust;
In the sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal life
In the sure and certain hope of your mercy God
In the sure and certain hoe that you will make them shine with your glory
We commit ourselves to your spirit of forgiveness
In the sure an certain hope you will heal our wounds
In the sure and certain knowledge that you weep and rejoice with us.
Through our saviour Jesus Christ;
To whom be glory for ever and ever.
Amen.

Prayer for the living

We stand separated from those who have gone to glory before us, until our labours on earth are done.
Lord be with me in my mourning, Lord weep with me and you wept for Lazarus
Lord cry out in despair with me as you cried upon the cross
Lord embrace me as your embraced Thomas when he saw your resurrected glory

When my earthly labour our done lord bring me home Lord
Where I shall be free from the darkness of this world,
Where I shall be freed from the dazzling of this world.
In your house there is no more fear nor struggle.
When I shall pass with you though the valley of death
You will make me whole once more
Your power shall heal the wounds of this life
Like the blind beggar I will receive new site
Through Christ I shall live anew
In the communion of your love
With all who have walked with you and dwell with you
I will follow faithful just as N has gone before me
Just as Christ when before them, to prepare the way
Glory to God for now and forever
Amen.

Silence

Hymn

Dismissal

God grant the living times and places to morn
God grant the living the spirit of forgiveness and to lay down any anger
To the departed, grant rest, healing and resurrection;
To the world grant, peace lover and healing
And to all the blessing of God,
The Father, the son and the holy Spirit,
Be with us now in our morning
Be with us in our joys
Be with us forever
Amen 

Let us go now weeping and rejoice
Believing and doubting
Let us go into a hurting world and bring forth Gods mercy
Let us go to live as N would have called us to
As God calls us to
A Christ did and does still
Let us go in communion with each other
All those who suffer or suffered
And in unity and love
Through the power of Christ,
In the company of the Holy Spirit
And to do Gods will.

Amen.

Saturday, 5 April 2014

Seeking a gospel for the end of the world:

I have just finished watching “finding a friend for the end of the world”; a film where a lonely man finds, by accident, his true love. It also asks what would you do if the end of the world was coming. My answer is easy: I would be singing hymns and giving thanks in Caversham Heights Methodist church. I would not be here seeking to appease God in order that I may be spared but awaiting for him.
Many of you probably don’t even remember the 1950’s remake of world of wars, I doubt fewer felt the call of God when watching it. The film is set during the Martian invasion of earth; it features early on a minister who walks stoically to his death and a woman who runs to a church.

Both made an impact on me; the first was the brave minister who quite literally walked into the valley of death armed with nothing more than Holy Scripture and the amour of faith. To a pacifist, often beaten for this faith, it spoke to me of the victory of faith over all the violence and all the horrors of this world. Here was a true hero, not like the army with its tanks and planes; he had no protection but the guarantee of God.

The women story made an even greater impact; she had once been lost and in her fear run into a church, where her parents had found her. Her faith was less clear then that of the minister but the call of God was just as clear. So when much later the mob had separated her and her earthly protector she was once more in the church. Not for physical protections for the stone and brick offered none against the Martians war machines but for the feeling of safety and love only the father of fathers can offer.

Now the cynic watching this film would say both the minister dies and many who seek the refuge of other churches. Indeed just before the Martians are struck low they destroy a church very near by the women so where is God then? If it where only so simple. God was in the community and the call to be together, he is and was there holding each hand of all who sought him.

I am reminded of a line from another film the inn of the seventh happiness, the missionary is asked if she not frightened and she answers that God will protect her soul not her body. You see if we seek God only in tangible grand miracles we fail to see his glory. It was clear to me then and it still is now that God is there when the coward is made brave by the spirit, or the scared women made safe by his mercy. He was found in the rubble and suffering, he is there for all who turn to him.


So though I am knocked around and chipped and unworthy of him, if the end where to come God has made room in his house for me, he has made a cleft in his heart for me and though my flesh may perish I am assured that my soul is safe within. He has promised when the end of days or just my days come he will be with me and so in his house I pray to be 

Tuesday, 18 February 2014

Ash Sunday prayers of confession and forgivness

Prayers of confession based on Psalm 51
Stf 424 is God forgave my sins in Jesus name

Holy and merciful God we confess to you and to one another
That we have sinned through our own fault
We have sinned against you and others
In thought, and word and deed
In what we have done and failed to do
STF 424 Verse 1
Have mercy on me, O God,
  according to your steadfast love;
according to your abundant mercy
  blot out my transgressions.
Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity,
  and cleanse me from my sin.
STF 424 Verse 1
For I know my transgressions,
  and my sin is ever before me.
Against you, you alone, have I sinned,
  and done what is evil in your sight,
so that you are justified in your sentence
  and blameless when you pass judgement.


Prayer of forgiveness to be read responsively
I have but hope in you
You lord are my only refuge
I freely seek to live the life of forgiveness
I freely seek to live the life of love
I will freely follow the path of Christ your son
I give thanks that is your nature to shine with mercy
I give thank that you are the God of forgiveness
I stand in awe at the cost you bore to pay for my sin
I weep for the pain you bore to pay for my sin
STF 424 refrain


All of this you did so I could come to your holy mountain
All of this so you could call me child
All of this so I can stand saved
STF 424 refrain


You have forgiven me – alleluia
You have cleansed me -  alleluia
You have welcomed me – alleluia

Send me with great alleluia to spread your word 

Prayer to God

Prayers to God from Joel 2:1-17

Blow the trumpet in Zion;
call a solemn assembly;
   gather the people.
Sanctify the congregation;
   assemble the aged;
gather the children,
   even infants

For when people gather in my name I am with them
When forgiveness spring forth I am there
When people see my glory they repent
They become my children
Of them I am proud of them 

Blow the trumpet in Zion;
   sound the alarm on my holy mountain!
Let all the inhabitants of the land tremble,
   for the day of the Lord is coming, it is near—
a day of darkness and gloom,
   a day of clouds and thick darkness!
Like blackness spread upon the mountains

He has descend his holy mountain to reach his people
The Lord our God had walked the mortal life to reach us
He ascended Calvary’s hill to save us
He suffered upon the cross to show us real forgiveness
He died and rose again to call his children home
The son of man did all this so heaven and earth will shine forth his glory

Yet even now, says the Lord,
   return to me with all your heart,
with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning;
   rend your hearts and not your clothing.
Return to the Lord, your God,
   for he is gracious and merciful,
slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love.

If they only we loved one another
If they we’d listen to Gods word
If only we’d gladly accept His holy sprit
If only we had eye to see and ear to hear

Between the vestibule and the altar
   let the priests, the ministers of the Lord, weep.
Let them say, ‘Spare your people, O Lord,

For God is our refuge of old
He is are hope and security
Upon him build your life
For his forgiveness is eternal
He will never forsake us
He will never abandon us
God will never forget to forgive  

He is our salvation 

Ash Sunday Oos

Order of service:


Call to worship: Romans 10: 9-13


If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. 11 As Scripture says, “Anyone who believes in him will never be put to shame.12 For there is no difference between Jew and Gentile—the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on him, 13 for, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.

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   Prayers to God

Today we are marking a time of self-reflection and seeking Gods forgiveness but duering this time let us never forget the wonder and glory of God

Hymn: StF 82: How great though art (oh lord my God)

MBW P141: Para 3
MWB P142: Para 4
MWB P142 para 5 (read collectively)4

We hear are marking the decent of God from his holy mount to Calvary’s hill, never forgetting he is the rock upon which all creation relies – let us rejoice that God  love is steadfast and will hold us forever 

Hymn: Stf 645 Will your anchor hold

Prayer of adoration Companion to the lectionary 3: p64

Reading: Matthew 17: 1-9
Reading: Matthew 6 5-15 -19-21

Sermon: Down from the mountain to Calvary

This is the start of a time of penitence- a time when in the word of the 3rd verse we realise how small the debt owed to us and how great the debt we owe to God

Hymn: Stf 423: Forgive our sins as we forgive


MWB: P146 para16
Word to be on the screen in yellow
(before the cross) I have sinned, I have come to repent and give my life back to the lord
(after the cross) I have been forgiven; God has given me life anew
MWB: P147 para17 (a)

Let us leave filled with the grace of the lord, repentant and reformed, knowing not the work of our hands has saved us but the endless grace of God

Hymn: StF 434 rock of ages


Dismal: